February 2012
Thank god for some free time it’s so hectic :/
o week o week o week!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I’ve quit trying.
mother thinks I’m a prostitute. WTF.
and wow i never knew i was so angry.
and u. what have you done for me. all the shit I’ve sacrificed for you, put you first. i swear i had nothing back. andnah i don’t give a shit. its in the fucking past.
cool uve all talked behind my back saying I’m all tough bitch but actually don’t show feelings??. fuck u all. what do u know. nothing. no one knows anything. and i don’t want anyone to know. fuck off.
Mirror: You're fat.
Scale: You're fat.
Clothes: You're fat.
The Voices: You're fat.
Me: I know.
and yeah its fucking true. 24/7 and once a week is bloody different. its too in my face. fuck give me some space and leave me aloneeeeeee ughhhhhhhhh i just want to be aloneeeee
wahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh
oh wait. but I’m always FUCKING WRONG.
so….. my fault my fault
fuck this fuck.
UGH!